When You Need Help.
Suicide is a quickly growing cancer that is spreading through out the younger generations and some middle aged people. When these individuals experience some signs of suicide they don’t know what it is or how to address it. Some of them might think of it as a punishment and don’t want to burden their family. For those out there, you are not alone and you’re not a burden. Your family loves you. I have experienced suicidal ideations in the past because of my bipolar depression. And each time have ended up in the hospital on suicide watch. I’d be fine one moment and then the next would be fantasize killing myself. I also would cut myself because I felt no pain. I never really wanted to die but would dream about it. I always felt that it was a thought that wasn’t mine. I did feel guilty of bringing my family in on it. I did feel like I was being punished for it…the way my family react...